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10/30/10

holy SHEEEETTTT!!!!!!!

last night was Woodglen's annual Halloween Dance. so i went with my mom and Jenna.

we got in and i was looking for someone to talk to. i saw my neighbor max sitting with some of his friends! so i went over and sat down haha. he's sixteen and has the cuuuutest friends :D so i was sitting there talking to him and checking out his friend Chad who ive known forever cos him and max have been friends since we were kids. and then i was like hey max! whos youre friend sitting behind yooouuuu:) and so he shifts a little bit and i was like DAYUMMM!!!! it was his friend Jarrek. he is so fuh-riking hawt! so jarrek was like hey josie:) and i was like hey:) and then chad was like haha i see sparks flying byee im checking on the kiddos! so me max and jarrek got up and moved to the back table.

max sat on one side, i sat on the other, and jarrek sat next to me :D he like leaning into me and then poking me in the side really softly so it just kinda tickled lmao. and then max left too! so we were sitting there all by ourselves. he was like lets go in the gym:) so he grabs my hand and like leads me into the gym. so we sat on this little bench in the gym and he kept like tickling me and stuff i was like THIS IS AMAZING. and so he like reached around and grabbed my waist and pulled me onto his lap:) we were talking about like which schools we went to. he was like totally suprised i was 13. i was like yepp i still go to century:) and he was like wow youre gorgeous.

best time ever

and then he was telling me about how he went to Stargate (charter school! evan and josh went there too) and i was like so do you know evan and josh? and jarrek was like haha yes i do. fags:) and then he started talking about how he goes to Legacy but is moving to arizona next wednesday (UGH FML) and we just kept like flirting all night. it was so great! hess soooooo freaking hhhoooottttt! and so i was like can i see your phone for a second? and he like would hand it to me halfway and take it back and kept doing that until i was all up close and then gave it to me, so i put my number in. (it was hard cos his phone is like really confusing) and i gave it back to him. so then he reached over and took mine outta my pocket and put his number in mine.

and then the party was like getting close to over :( so we went out on this chair in the lobby area thing where max and chad were. he had me like sitting on his knee :D ahh goshhh<33 :D and so then he was like we have to go. max is driving me home. :( so he like grabbed me by the hand and pulled me outside and hugged me bahahahah i was like YESSSSS! and then he tried to kiss me but max's sister was there so i turned cos that woulda been awkward. shes friends with jenna.

and then i was walking away and shaylynn was like YOU SO LIKE HER      lmfao           ahah!

and then i was standing by the entrance waiting for my mom to come out and he walks by and slapped my butt c.c haha shaylynn goes JARREK!

and then i was standing there waiting and max goes so youre gonna sneak out and see us tonight right? and i was like uh, no. and he goes josie! you live four houses away from me. and i was like maybe ........ (but really i considered it for about half a second before i decided it was an absolutely terrible idea.)

so i never went. i stayed home all night. im pretty proud of myself. :D

he was so effing cute though.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppppppp :D :D :D :D

fricking fabulous night!<3

i cant stop thinking bout him.

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