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9/29/10

longest post everr! :) haha

oh my lantaaa gracious!

i dont even know where to start guys! this is the craziest day ive had in a long time! so i guess ill just start from the beginning?

okayy soooo....

on the bus mollie was making me laugh so hard i was crying cos the kid sitting infront of us smelled like "trash can" according to her so just her facial expressions were hilarious:)

I saw tyler moore's little brother this morning:) i love this kid hes amazing and so cute:) and so i went and hugged him and all his friends were like oooooooohhh making loveee ow ow get some daniel! and i started laughing and just walked away haha. immature little children:)

aha and then when i got to science i had a freakingggg science lab. so it was 8:26 and class starts at 8:30. mr land said i had 4 minutes to go change into my tennis shoes haha. so i hauled ass down to the locker room ( i know you guys dont go to my school so for the record its alllll the way on the other side AND downstairs. very inconvienient ) so i got down there and changed and talked to Ashley P a bit ahhaa:D and then ran back up. i got in at 8:31 haha im beast! and so then mr land said CRAP WE DONT HAVE ICE so he sent ally and ryan down to get ice and we use this like huge bucket and filll it. so they come back with like a handful and said thats all there was. i was like wtf. we didnt do the lab and i changed into my tennis shoes for nothing D:< lol. so me and Ashley F went and put my shoes back lol:) and we checked for ice! yeah the machine was empty haha.

and then in math me and ally were at a table together..yeah thats a really bad idea we dont get anything done lol:) so we went into the class hall (we have a hallway leading into the classroom) and there was like this broken chair. so we took the seat off the chair and were sliding accross the classroom in it lmaooo! that was sooo funn. and then we ran into the hallway with it and went down into mr lands class and showed everyone the new bathroom pass:D hahaha! oh man that was fun.

at lunch evan was like chasing me around my table. not even kidding i ran around that damn table about fourty times. and then josie was telling me how she called ryleigh a slut when talking to tyler, and tyler told ryleigh, and ryleigh told..the world.

so after lunch FRICKING ryleigh and her whoreslave Gianna stood by the door waiting for us to come outside. then ryleigh starts getting all up in our faces and bitching us out and like freaking out and stuff. and then i realized she brought her PrepCrew with her for backup:) damn straight bitches, little ryleigh cant fend for herself she has to bring her friends. sad huh? so i was like uhh okay calm yourself here, and then she like yelled at me. haha. so i laughed in her face. LAUGHED HARD. i was like woww i bet it took a lot of effort for you to bring all these people over here just to do this. and then she turned to josie and was like why did you call me a slut why did you call me a slut why did you call me a slut?! and so josie was like UH COS YOU ARE? and so then she kept asking why haha. and then i just walked away i was like you guys are pathetic. haha. so she followed us over to where we were again! wtf! and then she told josie to be brave enough to call her a slut to her face. haha! so what does josie do?! she goes "okay ryleigh! you, are, a, SLUT :)" helllll yesssss<3 lol it was intense. and then after that everyone was like glaring at her and im just like whateverrrr:) haha and then Desi Kendra and Payton came over and they were like if they touch you, no if they even LOOK at you im gonna kick their f*cking asses. haha i love them:)

and then in language arts i sat with like all my friends and i wrote literally three words the whole period. the sixth graders came in and it was like just one class but i told ally we should go hug them :) haha so she gets up and says LETS GOOO! so we do! haha we go into the back corner and there were like the cutest little sixth grade boys ever:) they were like you guys are so pretty! and then the other one was like oooh gabeee shes flirting with youuuu:) haha it was cute! and then their teacher came over and started yelling at us! ugh so we went back to the table lol. gayyy.

haha and then we've had this freakingg Nazi substitute in spanish for three days now. and we reeeallyy didnt wanna go to class. so we were laying in the grass infront of the Mobile and "suntanning" haha me and tuckers idea! lol :D it was like our whole class! and then so the people that were being good and were in the classroom started yelling at us to come inside but we werent lol. we kept laying there. and then courtney comes out and was like guys its a fricking lockdown! so we all like go ohh shit! and go inside. the lockdown lasted for like 20 minutes even though it was a drill! so our ten minute suntanning + the lockdown ended up leaving us with 15 minutes of spanish lmao it was great! we didnt have to do anything! oh wait, we had enough time for him to give 90% of the class detention. yeah it was so gay. me and jonah never shut up the whole period and then we checked the list right before class ended and we werent on the list lmao we were like helll yeahhhh:D we didnt get detention at all! and then evan was talking about how he has three lmfao. but when i got in art josh was saying me and jonah were on the list the first day! i was like fffrrrriiiiicckkk! so idk if we have it or not i guess we'll find out tomorrow when mrs friedrich gets back. haha. i bet we're gonna get talked to by the principals:(

that was my daaayyy<3 COMMENT

9/28/10

things are looking up for me. :)

im so happy. :) sometimes coming clean about how you feel is really whats best in the end.

i need to find out what tyler's deal is! he seems srsly depressed.

lmfao, we had a lockdown drill today and we were in the library computer lab so we were all hiding under tables for like literally 15 minutes. so then our principal comes in and was like THIS IS A TORNADO DRILL MR BELANGER GET YER STUDENTS IN THE HALL and so we were all walking out there and EVERYONEEE stared at us hahaha. we made the TORNADO DRILL go like an extra 5 minutes cos we werent in the hallway xD

<333

9/27/10

One straw can't break the bridge, it can break the camel's back but we're not camels. :)

(:

bring it on biatches! mess with me and see what happens.

WHYYY

why why why why why why why?!?!

ugh. fml.

tyler hood is an ace cos he has a gf. wow. how nice.

tyler moore is showing sudden suspicious interests in me. scandelous. (thank you tyler that was the only upside to mah day)

kennedy and danielle were crying today (kennedy...god only knows why. and danielle is "still getting the hang of being single") LMFAO BIATCH PLEASE GO FALL IN A HOLE

and jacob, why is it that the second he starts going out with autumn is what makes my day fall apart officially?

i dont even know, but im like seriously sad over it. :(

i hope like hellll tomorrows better

wish me luck loveys<33

-- josie.

p.s. if nothing else, thank you Hillary and Marianas Trench (the band that sings Celebrity Status, Morgan ;] ) for getting me through this awful day<333

p.p.s. hahah ashley i love you too

9/26/10

LOL JENNA

she comes in soo excited and shes like JOSIE! i'm gonna go pick up trash do you wanna help?!?! and i was like uhhh no thanks . . and she storms off and then comes back and yells YOU HAVENT DONE ANYTHING TO HELP THE BIG GREEN EARTH! lmfao its a big brown earth hunn, sorry but picking up trash isn't gonna help that much

good effort though!

lawd i love that girl lol

fml x 6

well, tyler and ryleigh are officially together. oh well though :) i dont even care cos ryleigh can't keep relationships longer than a month. yeahhh baybay! lets make bets on them ;)

lets see, if today is September 26th.......

they'll be done by October 10th :)

hellsss yess!

haha love you<3

9/25/10

Am I a bad person?

sometimes I feel selfish . . I have a guilty conscience too.

- tells you to read

i like the way we have this set up :) bugily ghostily bloggily! lol

Maya c.C

Jacob was telling me how him and Maya were im-ing on facebook, and this is what went down:

maya- why are you so mean to me
jacob- eff off Maya
maya- is it because of the josies?
jacob- hell yes
maya- why does that concern you?!
jacob- cuz theyre my best friends so EFF OFF!
           (jacob exits off)

Then Maya posted "soooo sick of all the bs"
Jacob posted "soooo sick of Maya's bs"

Bugily, GUESS WHAT?

Ally told me she's coming to my school in November >.> i forgot if i told you or not, but she is.

If you have any quotes you like, Tell me so I can add them. :)

Jacob :(

Okay, I need to just tell you this so you can help me. I'm starting to seriously like him:( but the thing is I cant say anything about it. Cos if I do and we end up breaking up it'll ruin the friendship. I just realized last night how I felt about him >:P I can trust him with my life and I know he cares. I just dont know what to do. Maybe not anything? I'm not sure:(

HELP

mood = confused and sad

The Carnival

Ugh. It didn't go as planned, fo sheezy! For starters, when I got there there weren't any cute guys that used to go there. It was Me, Jacob, Morgan, Kenna, Taylor, Ryan K, Josh, Tyler, Daniel, Elysia, Allie, Evan, Taylor's sister Parker, Maya, and Makaylah. Wonderful eh? And I got stuck with some annoying 7th grader! So Jacob just sat with me.

I texted Adam and Tyler to see when they were coming. Adam said "my parents won't let me I'm so sorry." and Tyler said "No I'm going to the movies with Ryleigh." effedy eff eff! That made me so sad :(

Parents kept yelling at me cos the line for the face paint was long :(( that was annoying!

Elysia made my day better:) she texted me and she was like "I'm sorry biznach I love you I'm coming!" haha she's so funny:) so then when she got there I drug her around the school trying to find the lady that was running it so she could sign in hah. We ended up running into Evan along the way as I was asking everyone where Kim was. I was like "you smell good!" and then wanted to slap myself like WHERE THE HELL DID THAT COME FROM?!?! ugh fml.

Ryan and Josh got their faces painted hahah:) Ryan got a unicorn and Josh got a bunny! they're so funny. and then during our break me and Jacob went to go visit Tyler and his brother Daniel at their station. Tyler leaned over to me and was like guess what? and I was like what? and he said "I broke up with Danielle." I pretended to feel bad for him and like gave him a quick hug but inside I was like AT LEAST SOMETHINGS GOING RIGHT HERE! and then after that he was giving me some of his cotton candy lol :) then we ended up kinda play fighting and stuff it was just like good ol times :)

Me and Jacob were beaner hopping the fence thingy cos the school was set up weird where one door sends you to the outside carival and the other one sends you to the cafeteria, but theres a door in the cafeteria that goes outside. the only thing is theres like this metal bar thingy that you have to climb over to get outside. make sense? lol it was hard cos my jeans were tite but I got the whistle thingy from some seventh grade guy it was kinda embarrassing D:

9/23/10

Today was .::!Intense!::.

If anyone ever reads this blog besides Hillary, I know I know .. It's very drama filled. :)

So my mom took me to school early cos the bus is gay haha. I was standing there and like no one i'm friends with was there! so i was waiting and waiting and then I saw Ryleigh and Kamryn:( i was like frick! haha and then here comes Tyler:) and I was like yesss! thank goddd! but he didn't see me so he walked right behind me all the way to FRICKING RYLEIGH! and they hugged for like (not even kidding) almost two straight minutes. I was like :x nooo!

so then Morgan showed up and I ran over to her and we were talking for like two seconds before Tyler walked over. I just kinda went <.< at him haha.

At lunch I told Maya off:) I said the same thing I said I would haha she looked soooo caught off guard!:D and then after I finished saying what I was saying (she kept arguing with me all thru it so I just quit haha) and then really loudly so everyone could hear I was like "Oh my GOD Josie! She acts like my nine year old sister!" and then Josie goes "....no, even Jenna is more mature than this!" and then I whispered at her "Lets bring this biatch down:)" hahaha Jacob told me that Maya was in the worst mood all day and then she was so pissed off x)

So then during 4th hour I was bored as hell and went to get a drink, and I saw Tyler in the hallway. He was like Hey Josiee:) and came and hugged me for a while I was like YESS! Haha and then we were like getting a drink and these two seventh graders came, and Tyler like bent down and just made it LOOK like he was drinking for like two straight minutes and the seventh graders were like WHAT IS HE DOING?! haha I was laughing so hard ;D

So then in Art I told Morgan Collier and Morgan Kroll that I like him. I know they won't say anything:) Haha and ugh. Ferkin Kamryn came over again and told him to ask out Ryleigh. So I was like are you going to? and he was like idk maybe.

I was gonna start banging my head against the desk.

I. Hate. Her. So. Fricking. Much.

ERGGG.

That like ruined my happy-high from the hallway thing:(

so yepp that was my day:) pretty intense!

mood = every possible thing someone can feel (confused, excited, mad, etc.)

Like A G6 :) me and tyler's SONG!

me and tyler love this song, it always comes on in art :)

Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Gimme that Mo-Moet
Gimme that Cry-Crystal
Ladies love my style, at my table gettin wild
Get them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that drop
Now give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don’t stop
(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk
Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Sippin on, sippin on sizz, Ima ma-make it fizz
Girl i keep it gangsta, poppin bottles at the crib
This is how we live, every single night
Take that bottle to the head, and let me see you fly
(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk
Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Its that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can’t Touch this)
Its that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can’t Touch this)
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up
Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6:))

YAYYY(:

I got my first question EVER right on Jeopardy! i friggin hate that show so I never watch it, but I walked in the living room and the guy was like "Eyes No Face for 600!" and then they said the little hint thingy and I was like WHO IS SYLVESTER STALONEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so proud :DD

LOL

Josie told me to be careful on the internet, and i was like why?

and she goes "CUZ YOU CAN GET RAPED! OR WORSE! wait whats worse than getting raped?"

and i was like "lmfao uhm idk maybe MURDERED?"

9/22/10

Bugily! Read!

Alrightt:) so this was my day:

All my core classes were great! We played with the Bunson Burners haha yesterday we roasted marshmallows on themm!! :D

Spanish was crazy . . . Tyler is still with Danielle! Ugh! But once again he hits on me so muuuchhhh. I got to sit with Tyler Morgan and Adam cos we got to pick where we sat! :D haha evan sat next to me on the right he kept leaning behind me and making that licking lips sex face WTF WTF WTF I KNOW LMFAO i was like UHM CREEPER STATUS OFF DA CHARTS. But Tyler put me as his #1 best friend I was like yessss:D

ART! :  i love this class for one reason - Tyler! :) haha Kamryn came over and told him to go out with Ryleigh...but he turned and looked at me and then ignored Kamryn. Idk what thats sposed to mean though! D: I reeeally like him erg.

OMFG MAYA IS ON MY SL SO BAD!

she told Michelle that the only reason me and Josie are mad is cos we're intimidated by herrr!!!!!!!! UGH! so tomorrow at lunch i'm telling her off ;) bring it on biatchhh. lets see what you think after tomorrow :)

MOOD = CONFUSED, MAD AT TYLER M, HOPEFUL ABOUT TYLER H, ANGRY AT MAYAAA!!!!!

9/21/10

Jacob and Dylan ;)

For some reason,
I just love this picture :)

They took it at Dylan's.

Boys Boys Boys! DRAMA!

Eeeep! So, today Tyler and I were finishing our cartoon in spanish and we were having a little slap fest haha! So then i started laughing and I was like OWW gosh! and so he hugged me for like everrrr and was like I'm sorry Josie :) and so I was like ohh kayy lol. and we went on about our cartoon.
Then! We were walking down the hallway pushing each other back and forth and he pretended to bite my face.
Which brings me tooooo!!

Danielle kissed Josh, on the cheek though. Tyler is PISSED! He was telling me about it while we were doing our cartoon.. I was like if I had done that while we were going out you woulda KILLEDDD me! and he was like I am gonna kill her!

So then after school she was like walking off and avoiding Ty..so I said "you two having troubles?" and he kinda made a face and kept walking D:
I can't wait till tomorrow to see how this ends!!!!!

AND THEN:

In art tyler h was like flirting with me and I was back ;) he was like I love you forever plus a day! and hugs me and I was like I love you forever times 10! and he was like best friends for life :)) haha i was so happy! we kept like hugging and stuff. and then Adam looked a little jealous :x

He makes it so obvious that he likes me! I feel so bad! cos I mean I love him as a friend but nothing else . . :(

thats all I can think of to write right now! <3 haha

Yesterday and Today - To: Hillzee

OKAY.

YESTERDAY! - I came to school around 12 and so Josie found me right before I went into American History. So she was telling me that she announced in 1st hour that it was "Ignore Maya Day! YAY!" and then everyone was calling her a biatch and messing with her. So then Josie was at lunch waiting for me but I wasn't there xD lol so she told Maya fricking OFF and she was telling her everything we talked about. So Maya acted like she was 10 and went around and blabbed her effin mouth to everyone! So now everyone hates her lmao xD Megan was on her side cos she felt bad for her. But not anymore! which brings me toooooo...

TODAY! - So Josie handed Maya a note (we couldn't talk in the class we were in) and she wrote "Hey, if you wanna know why me and Jos think what we do, talk to us at lunch" and Maya handed it back and said I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY! and so Josie told Megan to tell her "sorry for calling you a biatch, but we still think you're a biatch." and Maya went off on Megan. So she went over to Josie and was like I CAN SEE WHY YOU THINK THAT NOW! hahah. And so now everyone hates Maya!!! :D lol. OMFG. She had the nerve to come and sit with us at lunch today. We all turned and watched her sit down, and I was like ...ahem!? muahah. It was great.

AHH! new post, new story. hold on.

9/20/10

Current State of the Union!

        In                       Out

  • Being Straightforward           Being Mysterious  


  • Being friends w/ exes             Ignoring exes like  the plague


  • Blogging ;)                               LifeStream

Certain Someone

Why are guys so confusing? why can't they just be straightforward? theres someonee i'm srsly starting to like . . and today he completelyy acted like he liked me back! but there's no way of telling for sure :( i can't ASK! ugh, this sucks.

mood = confused but hopeful

9/19/10

My Mood

my cousin told me the story about how he proposed to cassie. i almost cried. i want a guy like that, one that will actually care and love me. we're taking them to the airport tomorrow morning . . i dont want them to leave! :(( even though i know we'll see them in october, and travis will be marrying cassie, it's gonna be weird with them gone.

mood = bittersweet

Nothing to Lose.

how fun would this be?

9/18/10

In & Out

Lifestream is so out ;] this is wayy cooler!

You know what really bothers me?

It's when I try and explain to someone very calmly and cooly that they're bothering me, and they say "WHAT? I DONT GET WHAT I'M DOING." Really? Really REALLY? Did you just say that?

That's what makes you!

People can hate you, rate you, judge you, destroy you, shake you, and break you..
How strong you stand is how much strength you have in you,
and that's what makes you.