The future belongs to those that believe in the beauty of their dreams. :) When the power of love meets the love of power, the world will know peace. :) There's no telling how many miles you might have to run while chasing a dream! If I'd observed all the rules, I never would have gotten anywhere! - Marilyn Monroe. I've made some mistakes in my life. But bad choices don't mean I'm a bad person. It just means once upon a time I had bad judgement. The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love, and be loved in return. :) Torn between two. Which do you chose? The one you love, or the one that loves you in return? The difference between fiction and reality? Fiction has to make sense. ;) If someone talks behind your back, it's just because you're ahead of them.

11/1/10

:)

i still cant believe we held hands thru the entire dracula play <3333 :D and laying with my head on his shoulder made it even BETTERRRRR

10/30/10

holy SHEEEETTTT!!!!!!!

last night was Woodglen's annual Halloween Dance. so i went with my mom and Jenna.

we got in and i was looking for someone to talk to. i saw my neighbor max sitting with some of his friends! so i went over and sat down haha. he's sixteen and has the cuuuutest friends :D so i was sitting there talking to him and checking out his friend Chad who ive known forever cos him and max have been friends since we were kids. and then i was like hey max! whos youre friend sitting behind yooouuuu:) and so he shifts a little bit and i was like DAYUMMM!!!! it was his friend Jarrek. he is so fuh-riking hawt! so jarrek was like hey josie:) and i was like hey:) and then chad was like haha i see sparks flying byee im checking on the kiddos! so me max and jarrek got up and moved to the back table.

max sat on one side, i sat on the other, and jarrek sat next to me :D he like leaning into me and then poking me in the side really softly so it just kinda tickled lmao. and then max left too! so we were sitting there all by ourselves. he was like lets go in the gym:) so he grabs my hand and like leads me into the gym. so we sat on this little bench in the gym and he kept like tickling me and stuff i was like THIS IS AMAZING. and so he like reached around and grabbed my waist and pulled me onto his lap:) we were talking about like which schools we went to. he was like totally suprised i was 13. i was like yepp i still go to century:) and he was like wow youre gorgeous.

best time ever

and then he was telling me about how he went to Stargate (charter school! evan and josh went there too) and i was like so do you know evan and josh? and jarrek was like haha yes i do. fags:) and then he started talking about how he goes to Legacy but is moving to arizona next wednesday (UGH FML) and we just kept like flirting all night. it was so great! hess soooooo freaking hhhoooottttt! and so i was like can i see your phone for a second? and he like would hand it to me halfway and take it back and kept doing that until i was all up close and then gave it to me, so i put my number in. (it was hard cos his phone is like really confusing) and i gave it back to him. so then he reached over and took mine outta my pocket and put his number in mine.

and then the party was like getting close to over :( so we went out on this chair in the lobby area thing where max and chad were. he had me like sitting on his knee :D ahh goshhh<33 :D and so then he was like we have to go. max is driving me home. :( so he like grabbed me by the hand and pulled me outside and hugged me bahahahah i was like YESSSSS! and then he tried to kiss me but max's sister was there so i turned cos that woulda been awkward. shes friends with jenna.

and then i was walking away and shaylynn was like YOU SO LIKE HER      lmfao           ahah!

and then i was standing by the entrance waiting for my mom to come out and he walks by and slapped my butt c.c haha shaylynn goes JARREK!

and then i was standing there waiting and max goes so youre gonna sneak out and see us tonight right? and i was like uh, no. and he goes josie! you live four houses away from me. and i was like maybe ........ (but really i considered it for about half a second before i decided it was an absolutely terrible idea.)

so i never went. i stayed home all night. im pretty proud of myself. :D

he was so effing cute though.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppppppp :D :D :D :D

fricking fabulous night!<3

i cant stop thinking bout him.

10/23/10

oh my gosh.

"i love you i love you i love you
i mean what i say and i say what i mean
sometimes love is nothing to be seen

if it was measured by numbers
infinity is not enough
to explain how much i love you
unlike hilary duff

you ask how much
to the stars and back i say
you ask for how long
forever and a day

this poem explains some
but is not even close
to how much i love you
josie my angel, dearest and most<3"

10/17/10

PERFECT COUPLE

omg soooooo

i was talking to peter for the past 3 days about him and sophie. :) theyre the perfect couple <333 hes so nice to her

but so he texted me and was like josie?  can i talk to you for a sec?

and i was like uh huh sure!

so he started talking about how hes worried sophie's gonna find someone better than him, and how he doesnt deserve her </3 and he was like Josie she can do so much better than me, ive fallen in love with her and i can't lose her, but this girl is truly amazing and i can't believe im lucky enough to call her mine. and i was like peter! did you do something bad!? and he was like no i just really love her...and so i spent like 2 hrs trying to convince him he's worthy of her and a really wonderful person aha. :)

i love their happy little story. he always tells me what he does for her and im like HELLO DISNEY ADD THIS TO YOUR HAPPY FAIRY TALE RELATIONSHIPS! but theyve been together for a year now<33 i hope it lasts for like EVER.

life = confusing :P

10/14/10

this is gonna be another long post, i cann see it already:)

so, me and shayna left 1st hour again x) haha thats the beauty of core time..you pretend youre going to the library but you really leave class and jack around for 20 minutes!

so then when we got back from our fabulous adventure,, we were sposed to be researching energy crap for our poster. but what we really did was sit under the table with the laptop and mess around :D excellent times....<333

in language arts we did this thing where it was like someone says a word, and you say the first thing that comes to mind. so our first word was Dracula, and Mr Belanger had me and jake keithley (weirdooo) be the example. so mr b goes ready set DRACULAAAAAA and i was like NINJAAAA!!!! and jake goes .........scary? so i was like thanks dude. you totally blew it. ahaha it was fuh nee :D so then we went back to our tables. when we started we got through like 5 words before we got off topic:
ELYSIA: FAT
KYLEE: BAT
SHAYNA: SAT
BEN: ....drat?
JAYMIE: FAT!!!
ME: HAT? :D
JACK: JOSIE!
lmfao it was so funny. i was laughing so hard i was crying. so then we were watching a dracula video, and me and shayna wrote jack a note for 15 minutes:) he came back and he was like I LOVE IT ITS GOING ON MY WALL.

and then in spanish...oh dear my teachers a biznatch D: haha she always yells at us. so we make sure we annoy her extra. :D so eric was flickering the lights and pretending it wasnt him. she was getting all mad. and connor was singing yankee doodle but changing the words xD then me and carisa were playing miss mary mackkkk:D we were acting like kindergarteners cos she hates that.

so then in art i was waiting for them to call down the web leaders:D we finally got to do a connection! :DDD i was getting up to leave and tyler goes whoawhoawhoawhoaWAIT, youre leaving? :( and i was like yeeahh sorry :( but it was insanely fun. the kids were being so funny haha. i was like dancing with one of them:) and then there was this one insanely gorgeous girl named Hunter (i know i know its weird but shes SO PRETTY!) and shes like my new sixth grade best friend even though shes like extremely shy haha x)

so afterrrrrrrr school :)

i was talking to tyler and jacob, and then i had to leave so i went to hug jacob. we were hugging for a really long time and (i know this will sound sluttayyy BUT idfc.) i had my lips like pressed against his collarbone and i was just hugging him and tyler was like staring c.c and then tyler goes dude, you might as well kiss her. and started walking away

<33333 comment luvies!

10/9/10

lovely dayy(: even though this was thursday haha

what a wonderful day it was....

me and tyler were playing soccer..with a piece of wire..in art (: that was the funniest thing i have done in a long time. that kid is great. too bad hes with ryleigh, we'd be quite the pair. (: hahah

i stayed after school to do community service. we were making baby blankets haha. so it was Me, Josie, Tyler H, Jacob, Allison, this weird chick Brandi, this weird guy Seth, Rachael Whore-tello (her last names Botello hahah) Courtney, and this sixth grade chick. So me and Jacob were cutting the corners of the blankets...that was fricking hard! haha but we were a good team. and then Tyler was supposed to be sewing but basically he was pretending to be a stripper with the blankets lmfao. then he was standing on the tops of the desks jumping from one to the other and i was laughing at him, and i was like Ty im gonna laugh when you fall:) and he was like DONT DOUBT ME JOS! im not gonna fall! ....yeah right as he finished that sentence he fell hahah. i had to go help him up. and then we kept slapping each others asses with flexi-rulers:) and then since that friday was turban day, we were sewing turbans and Jacob and Tyler were wearing theirs. lmao, tylers was curious george and jacobs was snoopyyy:D we were singing to the radio and doing the stupidest little hand shakes lol.

and then since our core is having this like HUGEEE box top competition, tyler found this bucket of box tops and he was like HELL NO OUR CLASS GETS THIS and he takes off down the hallway lmao. so i kicked off my flip flops and chased after him. we ran all over the school and then he went in the boys bathroom hah. :) i was like eff that tyler im not afraid! so i went in there and jumped the stall wall x) so we were having a party in the bathroom lol. that was sooo funnn:)

and then when we were back in the classroom, everyone had left but me ty and jacob. and mrs graeff was just having us help her clean up. so she gave us her car keys to go put the sewing stuff in her car! we were out in the parking lot and then we realized something...we had no idea where the fuck her car was, or even what it looked like x) we were like SHIT. so we were walking around for like 20 minutes and couldnt find it. /: haha. so i was walking in the grass and stepped in this puddle and i was like EEEEEEEEEE THATS COLDDD haha, then i realized we were walking into the sunset together, :) all three of us! two guys anddd a girl. lmao. so thats our like new inside joke. we're all three gonna get married. xD and right as we were having this really funny moment Tyler got a bright idea to push the panic button on mrs graeff's keys, yeah we were like 20 feet from her car when we first started trying to find it! wtf! c.c ugh

haha so we went back up in mrs graeffs room and we had to explain wat happened cos she was lookin at us funny (x

then i said something about them and jacob and tyler pretended to be offended and went and sat in the corner and cried lmao.

then tylers mom came in and started yelling at him that shes been sitting in the parking lot for 20 mins xD it was so funny he was like efff youuu mommm i was having fun /:

and then me and jacob were leaving...so i pulled him into this like corner into a classroomm. and we hugged for literally five minutes. it was so cute. :) and then i had this sudden impulse to kiss himm....so i did :x

it was only the cheek though, i didnt wanna ruin the friendship.

it felt good<3 im glad i did it.

SO YEPP. that was thursday.

and then the main highlight of friday was when ty and jacob came and sat with us at lunch, RYLEIGH LOOKED PISSED AS SHITTTT :)

how do you like me now biatch?

10/4/10

( - to hillary - )

Okay, so I was talking to Flapper last night :) and idk i mean i was listening to this song called Need You by Travie McCoy .... and i mentioned to him that it reminds me of us :( it really does cos of after all the shiz ive been through he's one of the only guys i can trust ...  but at the same time i can't bring myself to do anything! so yeah, i know youre the only one that will understand this cos youve HAD boyfriends and youve BEEN thru situations like this :p ergg

and THEN

me and Figgle messing around. so we have like this ongoing war between us haha:) i was trying to go to class but he was like blocking me (uhm, basically grinding but whatever) on me all the way down the hall. so when we got to the end he turned around and was like this close
|...........| to my face and i honestly thought he was gonna kiss me >.> but then morgan ran over and was like WHATRE YOU GUYS DOING? and i was like ugh haha wtf morgan! so then Figgle was like byeeee:)

because of that, i went back to class haha.

then after school i was messing around with him again and we were play fighting lol:) so we were like pushing each other around and then i ended up like BOOBS TO BACK with him we were soo close. and then after a bit more of that i was like NO MY BOOBETHS YOU HIT THEM OWW

and so yeah that was pretty funny haha. so i used my ninja skills and pretended to kick him in the dickk:) and then the dumb ace put his hands like on my face c.C so i was like DO IT AGAIN AND IM LICKING YOUUUU. so what does figgle do? figgle puts his hands back on me face x.X

I LICKED HIM lmao. dont underestimate this chick!

haha ah man it was just like old times. pretty fun! i miss that kidd. he's like my best friend.

so yeah it was prettyy funn:))

10/2/10

Skank. :)

what went down with me and ryleigh (over text cos shes a skankk)
 
her: stop the shit talking! grow some balls and dont have your "best friend" talk shit for you!me: oh kay? dude seriously. uhm youre just as bad keeping this shit going. dont fuckin drag me into this to make it worse. lets all be mature it and fuckingg drop it kay?
her: well if you didnt say anything in the first place, we wouldnt be where we are right now! so until you apologize to me to my face or give me reasons why i am a slut, THEN THIS IS NOT OVER! :)
me: how many times do i have to say this to you before you fucking get it. i did not call you that! and i WILL say it to your face if i need to:) so dont take josies fucking actions out on me kay? this whole thing reminds me of fucking elementary school ryleigh. oh, for the record, im the type to talk shit to your face:)
her: no youre not because if you were, you wouldnt have has josie say it for you! and back off Tyler, he's my boyfriend, NOT yours!:) i had to laugh like  HA NOT FOR LONG SONNNN alright? then say it to my face!

me: i did not fuckin tell josie to say it for me! are those words not in your vocabulary cos you sure as hell dont seem to get it! i talk shit to your FACE not behind your back! im not a shit talker. :) just cos josie did it has NOTHING to do with me: ) and dude? where did you get that from? seriously?
her: Josie H aka your best friend said she told Tyler all that shit for you, because youre her best friend and supposibly you hate me. explain that to me!
me: this is what youre not fuckinggg understanding. i did not tell her to do it. i had no fucking IDEA she was doing it. i'm not a hater, i havent talked to you in two years, so im not gonna say shit about you until you give me reason to. :) 
her: okay well now im fine with you but you need to tell your best friend to check herself before i kick her ass? Thanks!:) me: are we fuckin cool now? im pretty sure were on he same level as far as how shit goes down with us. if someone has something to say about me i want them to say it to me personally, not my boyfriend. I love josie to death but this was fucking dumbbb. enough with the "no one likes a shit talker" stuff, its just ridiculous. lets get this shit over with already. her: okay im cool with you but you might wanna tell josie to watch her back. and no im not gonna stop with that. me: okay whatever, if you wanna act like a fifth grader. her: its what she gets for talking shit.

9/29/10

longest post everr! :) haha

oh my lantaaa gracious!

i dont even know where to start guys! this is the craziest day ive had in a long time! so i guess ill just start from the beginning?

okayy soooo....

on the bus mollie was making me laugh so hard i was crying cos the kid sitting infront of us smelled like "trash can" according to her so just her facial expressions were hilarious:)

I saw tyler moore's little brother this morning:) i love this kid hes amazing and so cute:) and so i went and hugged him and all his friends were like oooooooohhh making loveee ow ow get some daniel! and i started laughing and just walked away haha. immature little children:)

aha and then when i got to science i had a freakingggg science lab. so it was 8:26 and class starts at 8:30. mr land said i had 4 minutes to go change into my tennis shoes haha. so i hauled ass down to the locker room ( i know you guys dont go to my school so for the record its alllll the way on the other side AND downstairs. very inconvienient ) so i got down there and changed and talked to Ashley P a bit ahhaa:D and then ran back up. i got in at 8:31 haha im beast! and so then mr land said CRAP WE DONT HAVE ICE so he sent ally and ryan down to get ice and we use this like huge bucket and filll it. so they come back with like a handful and said thats all there was. i was like wtf. we didnt do the lab and i changed into my tennis shoes for nothing D:< lol. so me and Ashley F went and put my shoes back lol:) and we checked for ice! yeah the machine was empty haha.

and then in math me and ally were at a table together..yeah thats a really bad idea we dont get anything done lol:) so we went into the class hall (we have a hallway leading into the classroom) and there was like this broken chair. so we took the seat off the chair and were sliding accross the classroom in it lmaooo! that was sooo funn. and then we ran into the hallway with it and went down into mr lands class and showed everyone the new bathroom pass:D hahaha! oh man that was fun.

at lunch evan was like chasing me around my table. not even kidding i ran around that damn table about fourty times. and then josie was telling me how she called ryleigh a slut when talking to tyler, and tyler told ryleigh, and ryleigh told..the world.

so after lunch FRICKING ryleigh and her whoreslave Gianna stood by the door waiting for us to come outside. then ryleigh starts getting all up in our faces and bitching us out and like freaking out and stuff. and then i realized she brought her PrepCrew with her for backup:) damn straight bitches, little ryleigh cant fend for herself she has to bring her friends. sad huh? so i was like uhh okay calm yourself here, and then she like yelled at me. haha. so i laughed in her face. LAUGHED HARD. i was like woww i bet it took a lot of effort for you to bring all these people over here just to do this. and then she turned to josie and was like why did you call me a slut why did you call me a slut why did you call me a slut?! and so josie was like UH COS YOU ARE? and so then she kept asking why haha. and then i just walked away i was like you guys are pathetic. haha. so she followed us over to where we were again! wtf! and then she told josie to be brave enough to call her a slut to her face. haha! so what does josie do?! she goes "okay ryleigh! you, are, a, SLUT :)" helllll yesssss<3 lol it was intense. and then after that everyone was like glaring at her and im just like whateverrrr:) haha and then Desi Kendra and Payton came over and they were like if they touch you, no if they even LOOK at you im gonna kick their f*cking asses. haha i love them:)

and then in language arts i sat with like all my friends and i wrote literally three words the whole period. the sixth graders came in and it was like just one class but i told ally we should go hug them :) haha so she gets up and says LETS GOOO! so we do! haha we go into the back corner and there were like the cutest little sixth grade boys ever:) they were like you guys are so pretty! and then the other one was like oooh gabeee shes flirting with youuuu:) haha it was cute! and then their teacher came over and started yelling at us! ugh so we went back to the table lol. gayyy.

haha and then we've had this freakingg Nazi substitute in spanish for three days now. and we reeeallyy didnt wanna go to class. so we were laying in the grass infront of the Mobile and "suntanning" haha me and tuckers idea! lol :D it was like our whole class! and then so the people that were being good and were in the classroom started yelling at us to come inside but we werent lol. we kept laying there. and then courtney comes out and was like guys its a fricking lockdown! so we all like go ohh shit! and go inside. the lockdown lasted for like 20 minutes even though it was a drill! so our ten minute suntanning + the lockdown ended up leaving us with 15 minutes of spanish lmao it was great! we didnt have to do anything! oh wait, we had enough time for him to give 90% of the class detention. yeah it was so gay. me and jonah never shut up the whole period and then we checked the list right before class ended and we werent on the list lmao we were like helll yeahhhh:D we didnt get detention at all! and then evan was talking about how he has three lmfao. but when i got in art josh was saying me and jonah were on the list the first day! i was like fffrrrriiiiicckkk! so idk if we have it or not i guess we'll find out tomorrow when mrs friedrich gets back. haha. i bet we're gonna get talked to by the principals:(

that was my daaayyy<3 COMMENT

9/28/10

things are looking up for me. :)

im so happy. :) sometimes coming clean about how you feel is really whats best in the end.

i need to find out what tyler's deal is! he seems srsly depressed.

lmfao, we had a lockdown drill today and we were in the library computer lab so we were all hiding under tables for like literally 15 minutes. so then our principal comes in and was like THIS IS A TORNADO DRILL MR BELANGER GET YER STUDENTS IN THE HALL and so we were all walking out there and EVERYONEEE stared at us hahaha. we made the TORNADO DRILL go like an extra 5 minutes cos we werent in the hallway xD

<333

9/27/10

One straw can't break the bridge, it can break the camel's back but we're not camels. :)

(:

bring it on biatches! mess with me and see what happens.

WHYYY

why why why why why why why?!?!

ugh. fml.

tyler hood is an ace cos he has a gf. wow. how nice.

tyler moore is showing sudden suspicious interests in me. scandelous. (thank you tyler that was the only upside to mah day)

kennedy and danielle were crying today (kennedy...god only knows why. and danielle is "still getting the hang of being single") LMFAO BIATCH PLEASE GO FALL IN A HOLE

and jacob, why is it that the second he starts going out with autumn is what makes my day fall apart officially?

i dont even know, but im like seriously sad over it. :(

i hope like hellll tomorrows better

wish me luck loveys<33

-- josie.

p.s. if nothing else, thank you Hillary and Marianas Trench (the band that sings Celebrity Status, Morgan ;] ) for getting me through this awful day<333

p.p.s. hahah ashley i love you too

9/26/10

LOL JENNA

she comes in soo excited and shes like JOSIE! i'm gonna go pick up trash do you wanna help?!?! and i was like uhhh no thanks . . and she storms off and then comes back and yells YOU HAVENT DONE ANYTHING TO HELP THE BIG GREEN EARTH! lmfao its a big brown earth hunn, sorry but picking up trash isn't gonna help that much

good effort though!

lawd i love that girl lol

fml x 6

well, tyler and ryleigh are officially together. oh well though :) i dont even care cos ryleigh can't keep relationships longer than a month. yeahhh baybay! lets make bets on them ;)

lets see, if today is September 26th.......

they'll be done by October 10th :)

hellsss yess!

haha love you<3

9/25/10

Am I a bad person?

sometimes I feel selfish . . I have a guilty conscience too.

- tells you to read

i like the way we have this set up :) bugily ghostily bloggily! lol

Maya c.C

Jacob was telling me how him and Maya were im-ing on facebook, and this is what went down:

maya- why are you so mean to me
jacob- eff off Maya
maya- is it because of the josies?
jacob- hell yes
maya- why does that concern you?!
jacob- cuz theyre my best friends so EFF OFF!
           (jacob exits off)

Then Maya posted "soooo sick of all the bs"
Jacob posted "soooo sick of Maya's bs"

Bugily, GUESS WHAT?

Ally told me she's coming to my school in November >.> i forgot if i told you or not, but she is.

If you have any quotes you like, Tell me so I can add them. :)

Jacob :(

Okay, I need to just tell you this so you can help me. I'm starting to seriously like him:( but the thing is I cant say anything about it. Cos if I do and we end up breaking up it'll ruin the friendship. I just realized last night how I felt about him >:P I can trust him with my life and I know he cares. I just dont know what to do. Maybe not anything? I'm not sure:(

HELP

mood = confused and sad

The Carnival

Ugh. It didn't go as planned, fo sheezy! For starters, when I got there there weren't any cute guys that used to go there. It was Me, Jacob, Morgan, Kenna, Taylor, Ryan K, Josh, Tyler, Daniel, Elysia, Allie, Evan, Taylor's sister Parker, Maya, and Makaylah. Wonderful eh? And I got stuck with some annoying 7th grader! So Jacob just sat with me.

I texted Adam and Tyler to see when they were coming. Adam said "my parents won't let me I'm so sorry." and Tyler said "No I'm going to the movies with Ryleigh." effedy eff eff! That made me so sad :(

Parents kept yelling at me cos the line for the face paint was long :(( that was annoying!

Elysia made my day better:) she texted me and she was like "I'm sorry biznach I love you I'm coming!" haha she's so funny:) so then when she got there I drug her around the school trying to find the lady that was running it so she could sign in hah. We ended up running into Evan along the way as I was asking everyone where Kim was. I was like "you smell good!" and then wanted to slap myself like WHERE THE HELL DID THAT COME FROM?!?! ugh fml.

Ryan and Josh got their faces painted hahah:) Ryan got a unicorn and Josh got a bunny! they're so funny. and then during our break me and Jacob went to go visit Tyler and his brother Daniel at their station. Tyler leaned over to me and was like guess what? and I was like what? and he said "I broke up with Danielle." I pretended to feel bad for him and like gave him a quick hug but inside I was like AT LEAST SOMETHINGS GOING RIGHT HERE! and then after that he was giving me some of his cotton candy lol :) then we ended up kinda play fighting and stuff it was just like good ol times :)

Me and Jacob were beaner hopping the fence thingy cos the school was set up weird where one door sends you to the outside carival and the other one sends you to the cafeteria, but theres a door in the cafeteria that goes outside. the only thing is theres like this metal bar thingy that you have to climb over to get outside. make sense? lol it was hard cos my jeans were tite but I got the whistle thingy from some seventh grade guy it was kinda embarrassing D:

9/23/10

Today was .::!Intense!::.

If anyone ever reads this blog besides Hillary, I know I know .. It's very drama filled. :)

So my mom took me to school early cos the bus is gay haha. I was standing there and like no one i'm friends with was there! so i was waiting and waiting and then I saw Ryleigh and Kamryn:( i was like frick! haha and then here comes Tyler:) and I was like yesss! thank goddd! but he didn't see me so he walked right behind me all the way to FRICKING RYLEIGH! and they hugged for like (not even kidding) almost two straight minutes. I was like :x nooo!

so then Morgan showed up and I ran over to her and we were talking for like two seconds before Tyler walked over. I just kinda went <.< at him haha.

At lunch I told Maya off:) I said the same thing I said I would haha she looked soooo caught off guard!:D and then after I finished saying what I was saying (she kept arguing with me all thru it so I just quit haha) and then really loudly so everyone could hear I was like "Oh my GOD Josie! She acts like my nine year old sister!" and then Josie goes "....no, even Jenna is more mature than this!" and then I whispered at her "Lets bring this biatch down:)" hahaha Jacob told me that Maya was in the worst mood all day and then she was so pissed off x)

So then during 4th hour I was bored as hell and went to get a drink, and I saw Tyler in the hallway. He was like Hey Josiee:) and came and hugged me for a while I was like YESS! Haha and then we were like getting a drink and these two seventh graders came, and Tyler like bent down and just made it LOOK like he was drinking for like two straight minutes and the seventh graders were like WHAT IS HE DOING?! haha I was laughing so hard ;D

So then in Art I told Morgan Collier and Morgan Kroll that I like him. I know they won't say anything:) Haha and ugh. Ferkin Kamryn came over again and told him to ask out Ryleigh. So I was like are you going to? and he was like idk maybe.

I was gonna start banging my head against the desk.

I. Hate. Her. So. Fricking. Much.

ERGGG.

That like ruined my happy-high from the hallway thing:(

so yepp that was my day:) pretty intense!

mood = every possible thing someone can feel (confused, excited, mad, etc.)

Like A G6 :) me and tyler's SONG!

me and tyler love this song, it always comes on in art :)

Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Gimme that Mo-Moet
Gimme that Cry-Crystal
Ladies love my style, at my table gettin wild
Get them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that drop
Now give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don’t stop
(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk
Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Sippin on, sippin on sizz, Ima ma-make it fizz
Girl i keep it gangsta, poppin bottles at the crib
This is how we live, every single night
Take that bottle to the head, and let me see you fly
(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk
Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Its that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can’t Touch this)
Its that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can’t Touch this)
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up
Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6:))

YAYYY(:

I got my first question EVER right on Jeopardy! i friggin hate that show so I never watch it, but I walked in the living room and the guy was like "Eyes No Face for 600!" and then they said the little hint thingy and I was like WHO IS SYLVESTER STALONEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so proud :DD

LOL

Josie told me to be careful on the internet, and i was like why?

and she goes "CUZ YOU CAN GET RAPED! OR WORSE! wait whats worse than getting raped?"

and i was like "lmfao uhm idk maybe MURDERED?"

9/22/10

Bugily! Read!

Alrightt:) so this was my day:

All my core classes were great! We played with the Bunson Burners haha yesterday we roasted marshmallows on themm!! :D

Spanish was crazy . . . Tyler is still with Danielle! Ugh! But once again he hits on me so muuuchhhh. I got to sit with Tyler Morgan and Adam cos we got to pick where we sat! :D haha evan sat next to me on the right he kept leaning behind me and making that licking lips sex face WTF WTF WTF I KNOW LMFAO i was like UHM CREEPER STATUS OFF DA CHARTS. But Tyler put me as his #1 best friend I was like yessss:D

ART! :  i love this class for one reason - Tyler! :) haha Kamryn came over and told him to go out with Ryleigh...but he turned and looked at me and then ignored Kamryn. Idk what thats sposed to mean though! D: I reeeally like him erg.

OMFG MAYA IS ON MY SL SO BAD!

she told Michelle that the only reason me and Josie are mad is cos we're intimidated by herrr!!!!!!!! UGH! so tomorrow at lunch i'm telling her off ;) bring it on biatchhh. lets see what you think after tomorrow :)

MOOD = CONFUSED, MAD AT TYLER M, HOPEFUL ABOUT TYLER H, ANGRY AT MAYAAA!!!!!

9/21/10

Jacob and Dylan ;)

For some reason,
I just love this picture :)

They took it at Dylan's.

Boys Boys Boys! DRAMA!

Eeeep! So, today Tyler and I were finishing our cartoon in spanish and we were having a little slap fest haha! So then i started laughing and I was like OWW gosh! and so he hugged me for like everrrr and was like I'm sorry Josie :) and so I was like ohh kayy lol. and we went on about our cartoon.
Then! We were walking down the hallway pushing each other back and forth and he pretended to bite my face.
Which brings me tooooo!!

Danielle kissed Josh, on the cheek though. Tyler is PISSED! He was telling me about it while we were doing our cartoon.. I was like if I had done that while we were going out you woulda KILLEDDD me! and he was like I am gonna kill her!

So then after school she was like walking off and avoiding Ty..so I said "you two having troubles?" and he kinda made a face and kept walking D:
I can't wait till tomorrow to see how this ends!!!!!

AND THEN:

In art tyler h was like flirting with me and I was back ;) he was like I love you forever plus a day! and hugs me and I was like I love you forever times 10! and he was like best friends for life :)) haha i was so happy! we kept like hugging and stuff. and then Adam looked a little jealous :x

He makes it so obvious that he likes me! I feel so bad! cos I mean I love him as a friend but nothing else . . :(

thats all I can think of to write right now! <3 haha

Yesterday and Today - To: Hillzee

OKAY.

YESTERDAY! - I came to school around 12 and so Josie found me right before I went into American History. So she was telling me that she announced in 1st hour that it was "Ignore Maya Day! YAY!" and then everyone was calling her a biatch and messing with her. So then Josie was at lunch waiting for me but I wasn't there xD lol so she told Maya fricking OFF and she was telling her everything we talked about. So Maya acted like she was 10 and went around and blabbed her effin mouth to everyone! So now everyone hates her lmao xD Megan was on her side cos she felt bad for her. But not anymore! which brings me toooooo...

TODAY! - So Josie handed Maya a note (we couldn't talk in the class we were in) and she wrote "Hey, if you wanna know why me and Jos think what we do, talk to us at lunch" and Maya handed it back and said I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY! and so Josie told Megan to tell her "sorry for calling you a biatch, but we still think you're a biatch." and Maya went off on Megan. So she went over to Josie and was like I CAN SEE WHY YOU THINK THAT NOW! hahah. And so now everyone hates Maya!!! :D lol. OMFG. She had the nerve to come and sit with us at lunch today. We all turned and watched her sit down, and I was like ...ahem!? muahah. It was great.

AHH! new post, new story. hold on.

9/20/10

Current State of the Union!

        In                       Out

  • Being Straightforward           Being Mysterious  


  • Being friends w/ exes             Ignoring exes like  the plague


  • Blogging ;)                               LifeStream

Certain Someone

Why are guys so confusing? why can't they just be straightforward? theres someonee i'm srsly starting to like . . and today he completelyy acted like he liked me back! but there's no way of telling for sure :( i can't ASK! ugh, this sucks.

mood = confused but hopeful

9/19/10

My Mood

my cousin told me the story about how he proposed to cassie. i almost cried. i want a guy like that, one that will actually care and love me. we're taking them to the airport tomorrow morning . . i dont want them to leave! :(( even though i know we'll see them in october, and travis will be marrying cassie, it's gonna be weird with them gone.

mood = bittersweet

Nothing to Lose.

how fun would this be?

9/18/10

In & Out

Lifestream is so out ;] this is wayy cooler!

You know what really bothers me?

It's when I try and explain to someone very calmly and cooly that they're bothering me, and they say "WHAT? I DONT GET WHAT I'M DOING." Really? Really REALLY? Did you just say that?

That's what makes you!

People can hate you, rate you, judge you, destroy you, shake you, and break you..
How strong you stand is how much strength you have in you,
and that's what makes you.